OK. So you can tell that while at home I've been watching way too many YouTube videos on physics, quantum mechanics, the Big Bang (of the universe, not a porn movie), Higgs fields, black holes, the End of The Universe, the Beginning of the Universe, string theory etc.
The surprise in all that is how few equations are actually incorporated into the presentations.
If anyone else gets off on that stuff, start with the Ri channel. (Royal Institute) They have some really good lecturers in their series. And many of them also have a sense of humor. Like Sean Carroll.